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Monday, Monday
Well hubby and I will be starting our little weekend vacation tomorrow. I am excited to spend some quality time with him. Though for some reason he hates the words quality time. We are leaving behind...
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Pain and Depression
It took me years to realize that many of my physical ailments were cause from my mental state. I never connected the fact that I would often feel aches and pains while I was horribly depressed. Few...
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True Blood WTF
I’ve watched it from th beginning. I’m embarrassed to admit I’ve read every book and whole the show has gone to complete shit the last few years I was so disappointed how they ended it. I won’t say how...
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Positivity Isn’t Always Good
I’ve been trying to be positive for days. I think it might have been a mistake. I was pushing down the negative feelings that I was having. The depression, the anger everything. Last night I told my...
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My Best Friend Is Dying
AT the end of last week my best friends husband called me to tell me just how far down hill she had gotten. I was told she has two-three weeks to live peacefully at home. I was also told she was...
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My Best Friend Is Dead
At around 3:30am Saturday morning my best friend lost her fight with cancer. It doesn’t feel real and when it does all I can do is cry. My head just keeps popping to things I would talk to her about...
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Sorry I haven’t Been Posting
After my best friend died I really felt no want or need to write. I just kept myself in a self-medicated stupor hoping to forget that it had happened. Am I still self-medicating? Yup! I’m not perfect...
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I Hate Being Sick :(
I’ve had some kind of stomach virus for close to a week and it feels horrible. I’m sore and achey and really just want to go back to the day where I felt ok. Just ok would be amazing. It helps with my...
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Why I Haven’t Been Posting
As you may know my best friend died not too very long ago. Yet in the past two weeks I have also lost my 4 year old yorkie Ren and my Grandmother. Ren was my baby. It was a tumor that came on suddenly...
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How Do You Ignore It
How do you ignore feeling emotionally and physically sick? You can’t. You just have to sit in it and hope it will end at some point. Will it? I don’t know anymore. I’m tired. So fucking tired.. Trying...
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